Forgotten Identity

 "In this hot sun, how soon will i get a Keke to take me back to the office? After the stress I am facing here, I still have a lot to catch up with in the office and it's the weekend already, I will have to face the stress on the road again, Kai, this life ehn... "

The above words were part of the many things running through my thought, as I was sent on an assignment from my work. Those questions flooded my thoughts at the end of the assignment I was sent to do. 

Do you know naturally I shouldn't be bordered with those questions in my thoughts in the first place, the reason being that I was sent on the errand with an office vehicle. A driver drove me on that assignment! Isn't it awkward for me to have such thought?! 

Let me tell you the truth, I totally forgot it was an office vehicle that brought me down for that assignment. In fact after I was through with that assignment, I headed towards the gate, I was about moving outside the gate to get keke before I remembered an office vehicle and the driver is already waiting to convey me back to the office. Poverty no good, in fact poverty na bastard o. Smiles 

Walking back from the gate to the car pack, I beat myself in shame. How could I forget? Then I heard in my Spirit that "it's a lesson for you and many others" 

For how long am i going to forget who i am in Christ, for how long am i going to forget what Christ has done and provided for me. How long will it keep escaping my mind what i own by the virtue of my adoption and sonship in Christ?

When will my real identity in Christ stick to my sub conscious mind so then i can constantly walk in them. How fast have i forgotten how i got here, what the blood of the lamb did for me, the victories i have in Christ. How long will it take to settle on me that I am no longer of my own, I have been bought with a price. I now have the life of Christ. My life is hidden in Christ in God. I have been sitted in the heavenly places with God. How long will i have to struggle with my identity in Christ?

Beloved, we often forget, because it hasn't settled on our consciousness who we really are in Christ, that is the reason we pay for what has been paid for, we suffered what Christ has suffered, we go through what we shouldn't because someone has redeemed us from such. 

It is about high time we let our new creation realities dawn on us as we move in the cause of our journey with Christ in life. Not until you personally know, and get closer to Jesus, you can't fathom who you are and what you are worth in him. Your new creation realities are what God calls you, the benefits and blessings you are entitled to in Christ Jesus. 

Will you plead with God: help me to know and understand who I am in You, please help me to allow who You sees me and who I am settles on my mind so i won't always forget my identity in you. 

iamHARBINGER